Tuesday, October 31, 2006
My 1st paper.... and it's....
hi guys.. i m here again.. after a few nights of mugging.. alrite.. i confess.. didn't mug as hard i should and i regret.. was at mac.. with charlotte.. and most of time i was spaced out.. haha.. 
checking out char's hp, she wants to xchange with mine during the holidays.. :)sounds like the name of the cafe that we met up with kenny at the katong shopping centre.. anyway... before i digress to a faraway planet.. basically, i wasn't very happy with the paper today and i felt like depressed can.. wondering if i would every make it.. i can't afford to fail this sems.. it is my last lap already.. if you were here in my family for the past few months, you would have imagined the stress and the burden that my parents placed on me.. if ever i can't make it, i seriously dun wan to think about the reaction that they are going to have.. well.. today's like one of those where negative thoughts filled your whole mind that you could just open up your brain and pour it out onto a plainfield.. and thousands of acre are not even enough.. Well, i tried to convince myself that perhaps things are not that bad and everything's under God's control.. i know it is.. even if things weren't my way, God is still going to provide me with one that certainly will lead me out. Anyway, went to Kenny's place to do up some of the pla-cards for the upcoming Boys Brigade carnival that's going to be held at Tao Nan's.. sounsd exciting huh? i've got a change to flaunt my aritistic skills.. haha.. well, at least Angie appreciated my artpiece.. ate, and talked and fellowshipped..watched this Mozart show.. who many of you dunnoe who's Mozart?? (ok, nvm, dun raise up your hands..) at least for one moment, my stress and worries were lifted up. Be it i liked it not, i still got to move on for my second paper which is like on next wed.. it's going to be my last too!! T.T but i dunnoe why i just can't seems to be very happy and excited.. help.. can someone just come and help me?? Haha.. ok.. not bad lah.. can come here and vent out all my frustrations.. hope you guys wun mind ok.. on second tots.. why would you.. cos tis is MY blog.. only i decide what comes up here.. heh.. of course, at the end of the day, only God has the ability to lift me up from where i am. The theme/topic that i need to dwell on this season is this word "Visions". After a talk with Kenny, yupp.. i need to renew my vision for myself, my ministry and every aspects of my life. Do i really know what i REALLY want and where i want to head to in life?? Hmmz... Let me pray about it and i'll share with you guys again.. if appropriate for the faint-hearted.,. haha.. tata.. (*.*)
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10/31/2006 01:37:00 AM
