Tuesday, October 31, 2006
A tiring day...
Today was super tiring for me.. slept at about erm.. 4plus.. 5am.. woohaha.. doing some updates and typing things.. i was over confident abt myself.. tot i can 'dong' today.. i was wrong!! i couldn't wake up.. got to take a cab to work.. almost died at work can.. needed a coffee..but in between there wasn't a lot of time for me to walk away and buy.. so i tot nvm 1st.. today was a little busy.. and exciting.. that's what i liked about this job.. time flies!! compared to the previous job Bakerzin i had, i would have died there in such a state as today.. as time felt like it stopped when i was there.. no grudges against the pple there.. maybe it's me lah.. sick and tired of working there.. but didn't change the job as i was too LAZY to look for one.. so the more i stayed there, the more i dun like there.. i also dunnoe how to explain why.. is it cos i felt like i was being exploited over there?? maybe.. is it cos my heart is just not there? maybe too.. be it whatever reason, pst once mentioned abt having a great attitude in the workplace, in the marketplace, alrite i admitted, my attitude indeed sucks big time over there.. *i repent...Due to lack of sleep, my head hurts big time.. and such a coincidence, angie was sick too.. looking at her state, i tot alrite, maybe mine is not so bad after all.. jiu ren ba!! thank God the pain went away after popping one panadol... pst ck shared a really strong word to the helpers this season.. so challenging, so mind-provoking, words so sharp that you can actually sense it cutting through the hearts of the people who were present, including mine.. he talked about being strong and courageous, if we have the spirit of God, the resurrecting spirit of the holy ghost, then anything we touched should be revived.. he made it super clear that this place could no longer have any room in containing excuses.. he repeated again, emphasized and double emphasized that christians should not just be nice and kind.. that is just the basic requirements.. we got to be strong and courageous in doing things, not just having love, but mixed with faith, cos love requires change.. not just having pity on that person.. how much, how badly you want to change the person next to you? and the list just goes on.. the rest of rest, i dun think it's very suitable for all the readers here..cos it's really not for the fainthearted.. cos even i myself felt like fainting in the room just now. But i know, this season is changing, it's no longer where we used to dwell in and if we don't change and renew our mindset, we could not move forward, and worst still, we might even backslide.. And so.. i'll leave the rest with you readers to think about it.. #.# tired.. *yawnz...
DayS of XY's LIFE.
10/31/2006 11:44:00 PM
