Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Hi peepz, another week has passed.. time is really ticking very quickly and there's just so much to do. I realised i really need to discipline and plan out my life and finances. I want to live the best life that God has intended for me to have, not this mediocre life and standard. I want to be prosperous in every areas of my life - work, studies, ministry, finances, family etc. I give myself two months, till may. I want to make a fresh start, i knew i flunked big time from the start of the year till now, Oh God, i know i can't turn back my actions and consequences, but allow me to make restorations and break forth even better!!
Following goals:
1) My CG shall not remain as a single digit from now on, i am going to bind this curse out of my life! No more compromises and un-committed members. Growth is now!!
2) Secure a job in Citibank or related field, be one of the top notch. Parents/friends would be proud of me and i can be a shining light among my relatives and marketplace.
3) Prosperous enough to bless without wavering, finances would be the last thing in my mind when it comes to serving or meeting with people. Debts out of my life!!!! No more bondages!
Went to watch this movie "Just follow Law" with chyuan, it's quite a light-hearted and a very local show, meaning if you not a Singaporean (no offense) don't watch it cos you might be a little confused of what Jack neo is trying to bring out. Some of my friends don't really like but personally i quite the show, Fann Wong really gave it all out.. out of 10, i give it a 7!! after the show, we went to take some pics with the movie poster, with those we want to watch..
It's called "300", i don't really watch this kind of shows, it's derived from a comic, Kenny kept recommending it, so i guess i'll give it a shot! Out soon...
Miss teow's favourite.. Shrek 3 is coming out.. yes.. and if you don't know, the donkey and the dragon had babies.. and it's donkeys with wings.. yew.. weird but cute lah.. ha.. keep posted!
Like what Jamie had for her msn nick - 'mixed feelings', more or less, i guess i am feeling the same as how she's feeling right now, as for me, a lot of things have been happening and it's been keeping my minds busy till now.. One blow after another.. God, are you trying to test my capacity and strength in you??
Be strong and of good courage, God didn't place me for nothing, there's a purpose and a destiny yet discovered. Do not be weary in doing good, for in due season, you will reap if you do not lose heart.. Keep on hanging on when you feel like giving up, keep on walking when you feel like stopping..
DayS of XY's LIFE.
2/27/2007 02:51:00 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
hmmz.. alrite.. here to blog my cny prog tt happened... ang baos not bad.. even tho due to the fact that couldn't visit my father's side... (cos last year had a funeral).. did a lot of eating tho... on 'Chu er" one of my relatives treated us to a high tea buffet at Orchard Marriot Hotel.. there's like 14 of us.. i guess cost her a bomb.. i want to be prosperous one day too.. so that i can also bless the people around me without twitching an eyebrow.. but too bad couldn't take pics.. a bit paiseh lah.. so many pple.. den take phone standing around the food area taking pics.. a bit un-glam uh.. some more high class place.. heh.. but i had my fill.. there was like desserts .. cakes.. salad.. dim sum.. laksa.. etc.. *drooling..* and one of my auntie was busily taking the rocket salad etc.. cos she said it's expensive to get those veg outside.. she kept on taking... kept on telling me it's good for eyesight.. i tink at the rate she's taking.. even the blind could see.. haha.. my mum also gave up on her..
after which i went to char's place to rot.. man... was so tired while doing visitation during the past few days.. seriously.. it was BORING.. besides eating.. there was practically no other activities for me to do.. n a few occasions.. i wanted to doze off.. hah.. so had a big feast at her place too.. to tink abt it.. not really big.. cos i was really full from the buffet.. some goodies for you to see..
but most of all.. let me introduce this main lead to you.. his name is 'yam ball', even tho i tink it looks a like a web.. anyway.. you dun get this anywhere..cos it's made by char's grandma.. it's qutie nice.. and you only get it once a year.. so enjoy
To present to you..me and char.. guess who's the prettier one?
Long time ago.. but still in the same pose..aren't we bored..and i tink i looked skinnier tt time..haiz...
Act cute pose #1
Act cute #2
Act cute #3
Den on 'chu san' we went house visiting to two '7-sis' houses.. chyuan and mine.. had food at her place.. and i meant plenty.. her mum kept asking us to eat.. and it's not very polite to refuse.. so we ATE...
the way to healthy lifestyle: drink coke!! ha.. nah.. tt's just vitagen..
me and bao... wow.. she actually opened up her eyes.. keep it up! well done!!
the fantastic four.. let me intro you 4 of the 7-sistas: from left: rol, cw, sr, char
yum yum .. cw's mum cooked 'hong zhao mian xian' for us.. hmmz.. who's tt auntie at the back?
smile gals...
and to my place next.. to nua..as usual.. and some of them nearly died.. they looked so tired till bao and i were .. hmmz.. wondering why.. cos we were full of energy and wanted to shop before the shops closes..cos next day got to work again... haiz.. and char and sr.. looked like as if 90% of their energy were being sucked away.. useless!! so in the end.. didn't want to shop lah.. with their faces like tt.. we went to V8 to eat.. yummy..
menu... delicious hor??
i had mushroom and ham cream pasta.. and their standard were so-so.. i prefered their cheese wedges tho.. forgot to take pic..
the two dead zombies.. -char and sr
i liked bao's ring.. those twisted kind.. who wants to propose me with that?? hee.. *shy
i also helped to do bao's nails.. genius me hor?? haha.. mine and hers combined..
so basically.. tt's the end of my exciting chinese new year.. hope you had fun browsing too!!
DayS of XY's LIFE.
2/23/2007 10:48:00 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
happy new year!!
yippee... happy chinese new year from me and mr pig!!
.. omg.. i can't believe it..here i am .. at home.. surfing the net..ha.. so unlike me.. like mayb i should be outside..somewhere.. u know.. anyway.. just here to update a little and leave some memories before it's gone... :)
so for cny... besides eating..which i've never stop..haha.. also.. did some last min shoppin tis afternn..so exciting.. and i got one red blouse which i really like..
it's quite cheap.. $27.80 plus the white bead necklace tt's $3
got myself tis maybelline masacra.. super intense XXL! ha.. and it came with a free eyeliner too.. just for $19.90.. alrite lah.. quite nice to use.. was using the tester..and my eye lashes went 'boom'.. so.. can't keep my hands off it.. heh..
*sorry for looking so stoned.. was tryin to find an angle to best present my eyelashes.. was trying on the products..hee.. did my eyes look bigger?? it better be..
i bought this floral nails sticker too.. did my nails myself.. so happy.. my fingers looked so feminine.. heh.. e stickers can use for ard 3 times.. on ur 10 fingers.. for only $4.90..
a clearer version
looked as if i went to pay $15 for manicur rite? neh.. u knew how much time and efforts i took? *yawnz* oh.. pardon the baygon in the pic.. ha.. it's just there accidentally..
yesterday did went cny shopping at bugis with char.. bao and cw.. it was like hell.. nearly died can... hot.. tired.. legs breaking.. totally not in the mood.. and best of all.. it was crowded with pple!! only managed to get a berms.. which i'm like .. ok..after buyin.. and a brownish top with a little elasticity at the waist there..
cost me ard $28.. came with a black stripes silk belt..
this is $24.. got it at the last few mins before we call it a day.. was in the shop trying like nobody's business.. tried a dress.. a blouse.. with belt.. no belt.. with necklace.. no necklace.. wah.. never been so tired shopping for clothes..
and now trying to last min spring clean my room.. if you've been to my room before.. you should know it takes a lot of perseverance to start.. a lot of strength+motivation to clean and a lot of determination to finish.. and as you can see.. here am i blogging.. man.. still have piles of clothes to fold.. why must we spring clean during cny?? why ? why? and i got to get back soon.. want to finish it before i slp.. if not pple come for visitations.. i tink they will get disgusted..
highlighted and cut my hair for cny.. some say it's nice.. some say it's ex..and tt i'm dumb to pay for such a price.. but why do i need to care wad they say.. haiz.. it's my hair lah.. for goodness sake..and my $$... i quite like it tho.. but i can't have it for too long..cos cant have tis kind of hair if i want to work in bankin industry.. so got to post some photos here before it's gone.. will have it for cny and mayb 1-2 weeks more?
oops.. man.. i had serious dark rings.. btw..my fringe's red!! pls take a last glimpse of it..
act cute... *vomits* dun stare at tis for too long if ur heart can't take shocks..
there's some strands at the back..too bad i dunno how to bend my hands behind and take.. just use ur imaginations lah.. guess will use henna black to dye it.. my colleague told me that it's cheap..$3? and it can be used for treatment.. tink i'll diy also..
alritez.. phew.. tired.. long post for today.. need to pack my room le.. so tt's all for now.. cya.. (:
DayS of XY's LIFE.
2/18/2007 12:20:00 AM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
lately was just busy about the v-day flowers project thingy.. anyway.. hope i m not too late.. happy v-day every1!!! i tink i kind of got addicted to the wrapping of the flowers.. the more i wrap the more i can't stop.. and when you see the end results.. after the choosing of flowers, trimming, wrapping etc.. you just feel so satisfied when you see the
end product..
(e flowers has been staying for my house for more than a week, thus it's been rotting like nobody's business.. yeww..)
(my 1st wrapping!! looks a bit ugly i know.. pls pardon..ha)
at the same time.. some other events also happened which kind of caught me off guard.. it's a mixed feelings tho.. when you see the one whom you are concerned abt going thru perhaps something not so pleasant?
..and you just don't know how to encourage or dunno wad else to do.. it gets pretty uncomfortable.. when tt person has offered you so much in your life and when it's turn for you to do something, you can't do anything.. dunno whether will you read my post.. but right now wad i'll do for you is to keep you in my prayer.. i'm not so good with words esp when it comes to consoling or encouraging others.. wad i can offer is just a listening ear.. but i believe when you are able to stand strong and come out of the trials.. you will emerge even more victorious!!
---> hang on when you feel like letting go.. keep on walking when you feel like stopping....
DayS of XY's LIFE.
2/15/2007 01:51:00 AM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
I've been a coward.. not able to face wad i can't solve.. tryin to pretend everything's gng to be okay and live in my own world.. alrite.. it's so typical of me.. the more i look at other's problems, the more i am sad.. feeling helpless when i dunno how to help them.. isn't my job supposed to help them to lead a better life? so where's it?
i felt more 辛苦 den i was in the previous state.. hearing congrats where it's supposed to feel happy..but the feeling is more like of a contradictory kind, not that i regretted coming onto this route, but the sense of you are not maximising of what you need or when the situtation is going downhill instead..i guess it's hard to feel so excited and happy at all.. Sometimes i just feel like what the song 隐形人 is singing, wanting to turn invisible, to hide what's inside of me..
I'm feeling very inadequate.. HS i need You more and more..
DayS of XY's LIFE.
2/11/2007 03:18:00 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
Hmmmz... tis past few says i've been feeling quite stressed and burdened.. it doesn't feel good to try to talk to someone you really care and the words just fell to the ground.. when you felt the Holy Spirit just asking you to stop, the person's hardened, now is not the season to share all these.. for a moment, worries crept into my mind.. is this it? is the person just gng to be like this? i rem one of my discipler once used to tell me, do we see our members becoming greater than they are now? perhaps sometimes it takes a lot faith to visualise that.. cause each one of us is just like a gem in God's eyes, but initially, there's a lot of dirt, a lot of rocky, dirty, hardened stones.. Pple see us as we are on the outside, a stone but yet God sees us as a gem, already polished, that one day we will shine throughout the world.But then, I still do believe, nothing is impossible with God, cause faith and worry can never coexist together, and i chose the 1st one. knowing that His love can break all barriers and walls..Of course, there are also some pple who brought warmth and a smile into my life.. Those pple whom i wanted to give up loving in the beginning, when you don't see results in their lives, when their actions and attitudes made you feel like you're betrayed.. But i m really glad i didn't, looking at their lives now, seeing their little steps taken out, towards each leap of their own individual breakthrough. I thank God that they are not the same as before, when i first met them, even though they are not perfect, well, neither am i, but they are willing to change for the Lord and of course for the better, if you know who you are and you are reading this blog, but even if you don't, it's alright cause i just want to say: A BIG THANK YOU! :)
You don't know where you stand in God's and in my eyes, really.. each of you are really really very valuable and very very precious.. hee.. I LOVE YOU GUYS! I am here not cos of money or fame but You are one of the reasons that kept me going in my ministry and for me to serve you even with all i have.. KUDOS!!
DayS of XY's LIFE.
2/05/2007 12:41:00 AM
the way to healthy lifestyle: drink coke!! ha.. nah.. tt's just vitagen.. 
me and bao... wow.. she actually opened up her eyes.. keep it up! well done!!
the fantastic four.. let me intro you 4 of the 7-sistas: from left: rol, cw, sr, char
yum yum .. cw's mum cooked 'hong zhao mian xian' for us.. hmmz.. who's tt auntie at the back?
smile gals...
the two dead zombies.. -char and sr
i also helped to do bao's nails.. genius me hor?? haha.. mine and hers combined..
