Monday, February 05, 2007
Hmmmz... tis past few says i've been feeling quite stressed and burdened.. it doesn't feel good to try to talk to someone you really care and the words just fell to the ground.. when you felt the Holy Spirit just asking you to stop, the person's hardened, now is not the season to share all these.. for a moment, worries crept into my mind.. is this it? is the person just gng to be like this? i rem one of my discipler once used to tell me, do we see our members becoming greater than they are now? perhaps sometimes it takes a lot faith to visualise that.. cause each one of us is just like a gem in God's eyes, but initially, there's a lot of dirt, a lot of rocky, dirty, hardened stones.. Pple see us as we are on the outside, a stone but yet God sees us as a gem, already polished, that one day we will shine throughout the world.But then, I still do believe, nothing is impossible with God, cause faith and worry can never coexist together, and i chose the 1st one. knowing that His love can break all barriers and walls..Of course, there are also some pple who brought warmth and a smile into my life.. Those pple whom i wanted to give up loving in the beginning, when you don't see results in their lives, when their actions and attitudes made you feel like you're betrayed.. But i m really glad i didn't, looking at their lives now, seeing their little steps taken out, towards each leap of their own individual breakthrough. I thank God that they are not the same as before, when i first met them, even though they are not perfect, well, neither am i, but they are willing to change for the Lord and of course for the better, if you know who you are and you are reading this blog, but even if you don't, it's alright cause i just want to say: A BIG THANK YOU! :)
You don't know where you stand in God's and in my eyes, really.. each of you are really really very valuable and very very precious.. hee.. I LOVE YOU GUYS! I am here not cos of money or fame but You are one of the reasons that kept me going in my ministry and for me to serve you even with all i have.. KUDOS!!
DayS of XY's LIFE.
2/05/2007 12:41:00 AM
