Sunday, April 08, 2007
have you ever felt like your migraine is killing you?? to add things worse.. e pain goes to in between your eyes.. and next your stomach is churning.. and you feel like vomiting.. and tt's wad i m feelin rite.. geesh..
top 2 killer illnesses i dun wan to have: giddy and sore throat/flu.. bind it in JEsus's name!!
Received news tt someone i knew got married.. alright.. i saw it myself.. on friendster.. not an ordinary fren.. he was my ex.. haha.. it was kind of a shock.. not those kind of 'i still like him' shock.. but u noe.. someone whom u were once very close with.. suddenly entering into another phase of life.. i still rem the time i met him.. i was in sec2.. and to save the in between stories.. u dun wan to noe.. time flies.. now he's a married man..alright.. his wife is not bad.. but deep in my heart.. i was kind of glad i am not e wife.. not tt i m being mean.. it's just tt.. i know God is gng to give me somethin better.. !! and tt my life will kind of come to a standstill if i were still to be with him now.. maybe i wun be in chc.. mayb i wun be who i am today.. anyway.. tt's e past.. and let e wind carry it and bury it.. ha..
Today becky came to our easter svr.. she said she's being very emo lately... esp today.. but den i guess.. today is more like the presence of God at work.. anyway.. God is able to lift up ur burden and stress.. if you are willing!! she told me a very funny thing.. she said i was attached.. hmmz.. without me knowing.. haha.. dun worry guys.. i will anounce here.. if it's true..
felt that tis year drama and carnival are so much better den last year.. indeed.. we are gng from one level to another.. !!
we came to this spectacles stall which sells great and cheap specs!! from spec hut..
i love this white specs.. $50, Ralph Lauren.. i m 'secretly smiling'... can u tell??

i love this kind too!! those 'flies eyes' lookalike.. like a supermodel.. anyway.. e purple specs YQ is wearing.. is her new specs.. ye.. i tink it suits her too.. $80 + lens..
Ever had those times when you begin to wonder if you are not here.. where will you be?? or if you are not dng tis.. wad will you be dng?? i had lots of those times lately.. i began to wonder.. actually if i m just a normal member..or if i m not in e CGL ministry.. wad will i be dng?? would i still be serving and loving God the same way i m now?? maybe yes.. maybe no.. i tink it's quite hard for me to go into another diff ministry now.. not tt i m being rigid.. but den when it's not God's calling.. it's quite aimless and purposeless to do so.. wad if i'm in children church's ministry?? wad if i go back to drama? wad if? wad if?? hmmz.. i just felt that if you're not in God's calling..wadever you're dng.. regardless of the name tt you label it.. 'God's work'.. 'God's ministry' you know that you know.. somethin is just not being maximised.. something is not reaching its full potential.. God's not really smiling down from heaven..
Hmmz.. alright shall spare you of all my weird deep tots lately.. update again..my head is killing me...
Love is Beautiful~~ is yours??
DayS of XY's LIFE.
4/08/2007 01:46:00 AM