Tuesday, May 01, 2007
alright... i admit..i like this job cos i can play and have fun and do what i want at the same time.. today is the last day.. by logic.. by right.. i should feel sad or you know.. some longing to continue to stay in this place.. but surprisingly.. i felt..... normal.. mayb cos she's workin today too.. so yeah.. not much excitement that can be produced.. gng to eat ichiban later..a jap restaurant.. yum yum... later?! ya.. i m blogging in office.. haha.. i m not eating snake.. not that totally
nothing to do.. now only left filing of documentations.. and i hate that.. it's super boring and mundane.. i mean it's alright to do it here and then.. but if you have been doing it for like 6 months.. gosh.. just kill me.. so hereby i conclude.. i m seriously not cut out to do admin.. not for LT at least..
i've been hating to sleep early lately.. i mean i love to sleep.. but at the same time i don't want.. i always try to do things or watch shows till i m super tired den i'll go to bed.. mayb it's cause i don't want to close and open my eyes again to realise that ..eh.. it's another day again.. it's e same old process and mind wrestling i got to do it again.. now... i m quite determined.. i've made a decision actually.. just waiting for the right opportunity to strike.. actually i can just let go.. but there's too much and too many burdens that has been on me all these
while.. we are all inter-dependent in this world.. one single decision by me will affect some ple.. somehow.. some don't deserve this actually..but.. ya...
If anyone knows what i m gng thru.. inside of me..
feeling a little lost..
a little tossed in the seas..
all of a sudden..
who am i..
i can't even recognise myself..
not anymore..
DayS of XY's LIFE.
5/01/2007 03:33:00 AM
