Sunday, September 09, 2007
Today went service.. it was this speaker.. Nick.. he was awesome.. handicapped in some ways .. but yet so full in CHrist.. he shared abt his own testimony.. and i can relate to him.. all of us have weaknesses.. but thru Him.. it seems perfect in HIS own ways..
Something aches.. think it's my heart.. missed some people.. the PPs... someone msg-ed me to take care.. telling me how they are.. thanks.. i really appreciate it.. thanks for taking the initiative.. and i realised.. they are more courageous than me.. what is courage?? Doing it even in the midst of fear?? Sorry once again.. for my irresponsibilities.. perhaps.. things can be solved in another way.. well.. it's already no use.. cryin over spilled milk..
Coming here.. i realised.. this is not what i want.. placing joy in temporary things.. and it becomes temporary too..
God, longing for Your peace.. the peace of God.. i want to learn to become satisfied.. satisfied in the appropriate ways.. and not in YoU.. Suddenly, everything is slowly falling into places.. Like a puzzle.. forming pictures that i could have never seen in my previous state..
DayS of XY's LIFE.
9/09/2007 03:35:00 PM
