hmmz.. tins really weren't my way today.. shan't go into details.. too long a story.. i keep thinking how life is very unfair.. i keep thinking why bad tins keep happening to me and why it's always not very smooth in whatever i do.. why this and why that.. went to gym alone and did a lot of kicking.. boxing.. sauna-ing etc.. tot a lot of things to myself.. talked to God too..the bible Job came into my mind.. just like him.. everything that I owned.. suddenly it was just taken away from me.. in a day.. but Job didn't complain.. nor did he blamed God.. he just kept on trusting and prayed to God.. i began to feel silly.. why did i ever doubt what God said.. "even if the heaven and earth perish.. but My word will not.. "
I read of my ex co-worker's blog lately.. honestly speaking.. i used to shun away from her.. not that i dislike her.. it's just that i no longer know how to communicate to her.. but i know she's changed greatly.. perhaps sometimes you have to walk thru the valleys.. and i mean you really have to get in real deep before you face your true inner self.. and also God.. it's like everything surfaced.. good or bad..
Turning point is just right at the corner.. only if you persists long enough and believed in Him that whatever He has planned for you will come... one day :)
It's time to search into my heart..
DayS of XY's LIFE.
8/21/2008 09:19:00 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
watched love guru today.. was ermmm.. ok?? cos the jokes they made are quite lame.. you must really get it to get the show.. ha..
anyway.. was thinkin abt my job on the bus home.. i realised i m tired.. tired of meeting people's expectations.. tired of wanting to please everyone and do what they ask.. and i get real tired and disappointed when tins dun happen the way i want.. it's e same in church last time.. and it's happening again.. tired of wanting to meet everyone's expectation of church.. of God.. of cg.. of svr.. of everything.. i tink e prob is me.. i can't manage my own expectations.. and now it's creeping into my life again.. gotta do something abt it.. God.. help!!
had some blessings lately.. my mum got her CPF.. won lottery.. etc.. today all of us in the office got this merit increase in our salary.. but it isn't a lot.. i tink it's one way to keep us from running away.. haha.. anyway.. like what my colleague says.. even that little increase makes a great difference along the way.. hmmz.. true.. but it also means my sales target will increase too.. kns.. ..
can't wait for Dec to come.. >.<
DayS of XY's LIFE.
8/20/2008 11:44:00 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
hooray... the tics to Taiwan has been bought.. deposit paid.. 4 months to go~~ can't wait for it to come..>.<
DayS of XY's LIFE.
8/18/2008 11:13:00 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
HK Part 2&3 - 1st to 2nd Feb 08
alright.. before the memories faded even faster.. let me gather the pics for day 2 & 3...
Day 2:
After taking the ferry.. where we found our way to the hotel.. put in our luggages.. and began a journey of eating.. and aimlessly walking around.. as it was quite late and we had no plans for the night..
Came to this 'Woman's street' - Nu ren jie?? to walk around..
And as for Day 3, we planned for Disney Land... where Baoling wanted to go very eagerly.. ya only her for that day.. ha.. it cost us $60plus to go in man.. very expensive.. so must take lots of nice pics to balance out the cost..
Let the pics do the talking..
and the list of pics just goes on.. shall not post so many..
and chyuan and myself left early while sr and bao stayed for the fireworks.. we went sham shui po.. one of the electronics area.. it's like a mini Sim Lim cramped together.. a lot of stuffs.. prices not very cheap .. well.. comparable to that of singapore lah.. chyuan helped her colleague to get a DS lite.. (it's said to be cheaper).. and me got one too.. hehe.. but sad to say.. i've been neglecting it for months already.. so better use it frequently before it gets rusty :P and i rem i hated shopping in the mini Sim Lim.. cos the lack of air.. lack of space.. things cramped all together made me very unwell.. sick.. dizzy.. and nauseaus.. bad.. i hated that night.. the next day will be better.. i believe..
DayS of XY's LIFE.
8/14/2008 11:55:00 PM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
hmmmz... looking at different blogs lately.. some close ones.. some not so close ones.. and i realised there's one common word.. --> change..
Everyone is changing.. undeniable fact.. even myself..
Hoping to change a job.. but boss gave me more and newer responsibilities.. hmmz.. i shd be happy.. more respons - means more opportunities to get sale? but then.. dilemma...
my convo is on this 29th aug.. last fri of the month.. ha.. a late 1 year ceremony.. but i've taken leave.. it's been approved..
Next will be my taiwan trip.. in dec.. i'm saving up.. oh.. not forgetting to re-pay off some debts.. now my finances is in a mess..need to get in back on track..
counting down.. 4 more mths to go!!
DayS of XY's LIFE.
8/07/2008 10:55:00 PM
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Simple things in life make me happy.. Really :)
Loves
Stoning, good food, movies, shopping, hanging out with friends
Hates
No food, neverending work, aimless life..
Wishlist
A new MP3 **Mine can't dl songs anymore :(
Another trip to Taiwan/Hongkong
BKK/ Australia
Japan/ Korea/ Europe
