Thursday, August 21, 2008
hmmz.. tins really weren't my way today.. shan't go into details.. too long a story.. i keep thinking how life is very unfair.. i keep thinking why bad tins keep happening to me and why it's always not very smooth in whatever i do.. why this and why that..
went to gym alone and did a lot of kicking.. boxing.. sauna-ing etc.. tot a lot of things to myself.. talked to God too..the bible Job came into my mind.. just like him.. everything that I owned.. suddenly it was just taken away from me.. in a day.. but Job didn't complain.. nor did he blamed God.. he just kept on trusting and prayed to God.. i began to feel silly.. why did i ever doubt what God said..
"even if the heaven and earth perish.. but My word will not.. "
I read of my ex co-worker's blog lately.. honestly speaking.. i used to shun away from her.. not that i dislike her.. it's just that i no longer know how to communicate to her.. but i know she's changed greatly.. perhaps sometimes you have to walk thru the valleys.. and i mean you really have to get in real deep before you face your true inner self.. and also God.. it's like everything surfaced.. good or bad..
Turning point is just right at the corner.. only if you persists long enough and believed in Him that whatever He has planned for you will come... one day :)
It's time to search into my heart..
DayS of XY's LIFE.
8/21/2008 09:19:00 PM
