Wednesday, August 20, 2008
watched love guru today.. was ermmm.. ok?? cos the jokes they made are quite lame.. you must really get it to get the show.. ha..
anyway.. was thinkin abt my job on the bus home.. i realised i m tired.. tired of meeting people's expectations.. tired of wanting to please everyone and do what they ask.. and i get real tired and disappointed when tins dun happen the way i want.. it's e same in church last time.. and it's happening again..
tired of wanting to meet everyone's expectation of church.. of God.. of cg.. of svr.. of everything.. i tink e prob is me.. i can't manage my own expectations.. and now it's creeping into my life again.. gotta do something abt it.. God.. help!!
had some blessings lately.. my mum got her CPF.. won lottery.. etc.. today all of us in the office got this merit increase in our salary.. but it isn't a lot.. i tink it's one way to keep us from running away.. haha.. anyway.. like what my colleague says.. even that little increase makes a great difference along the way.. hmmz.. true.. but it also means my sales target will increase too.. kns.. ..
can't wait for Dec to come.. >.<
DayS of XY's LIFE.
8/20/2008 11:44:00 PM