Sunday, October 18, 2009
Unconditional Love?
Today I had a stomach upset, slept early today. Woke up by 12am and stared straight into the dark.. shit.. can't sleep anymore.. I was just running through some tots of what happened lately.. and i tot of unconditional love..
Do you love even when in the 1st place, you know you won't get any result back, or when the person you love will not appreciate, worst still the person turn his/her back at you and do things that hurt you.. will you?
I tot of love between friends.. if you don't speak to the person for a very long time.. or tins happened that caused the friendship to drift.. will it be as strong? will the other friend lay down his life for you when time requires? I don't think so.
I tot of love between couple.. maybe.. you will love the person even if it's one-sided..bur when betrayal or hurt happened.. will it last forever? This is 1 question I don't think so.
I tot of love between parent and child.. yes, you will love your child unconditionally when they come into this world.. giving them only the best. but if even before you conceive this baby.. knowing that at the end.. they will leave you.. they will not love you when you are old.. or do nasty things to you.. will you still bring them into this world and love them 100% from the start? Seriously, I don't think so too..
I tot of God and myself.. I am sure from the start He knows that 1 day I will run away from him.. I will turn my back against Him.. I will do things that blaspheme or hurt His heart.. But yet.. He still chose me from the begining.. to be His leader.. to lead His precious people.. yet He gave me a chance to come close to Him.. to receive His anointing, love and blessing like anyone else.. Even till now.. I know His love never stop flowing..
I kept thinking lately.. where can I find someone who will love me so unconditionally.. for truly who I am.. whose love will not change no matter what..
**Keyword is 'will'..not 'can'.. **
He's been so close yet my eyes were searching to and fro..
I've never said this for a long time..
Thank you my Father.. Thank you God..
I can still come back ya? You are still here ya?
DayS of XY's LIFE.
10/18/2009 12:48:00 AM
