Am i supposed to feel nothing? or feeling something, even if it's 酸?
Silly me >.<
xianz.. sunday gone.. i hate Monday!
it's not TGIM lor~ I dont feel it at all =.=
DayS of XY's LIFE.
6/27/2010 06:22:00 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
-.-
Is that all you can say to me?
DayS of XY's LIFE.
6/22/2010 11:52:00 AM
Monday, June 21, 2010
W.E.A.N.I.N.G
im still in the process of weaning off..
withdrawal symptoms..
but i noe it's getting better~
i jus need more time..
DayS of XY's LIFE.
6/21/2010 11:52:00 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
I got a new haircut today... They said I'm a new colleague in town -.-''
*Do u really mean it?
DayS of XY's LIFE.
6/15/2010 12:21:00 AM
Sunday, June 13, 2010
It's really ok..
It's quite sad when you treat someone sincerely but yet what you get back is just echoes..When you tried to hide so much, the real you gets blurred.. ppl jus loses track of which truth to follow..
Nevertheless, it's a beautiful day today, I've read a blog and she says, happiness is really a choice even when you don't feel like to or when it's hard :)
Can't wait for my Vietnam trip to come soon, can't wait to spend time with another of my bestie, eat, drink and be merry~
I caught his song on radio - James Morrison, his songs are superb and he just has this voice which seems like to be able to bring 'healing' into ppl's lives..
Enjoy :p
DayS of XY's LIFE.
6/13/2010 01:13:00 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Friends~
Yesterday met up with the 7 cobblers (yes other than my 7-sisters, No.7 is a perfect number ain't it?) to celebrate Ahmud's bdae.. alright, it was a belated one, her actual day was on 9 June~ Happy Birthday!
Met at Sushi Tei, didn't eat a lot or ordered many fanciful food.. was just talking, catching up and having fun..
Thanks guys, somehow I felt that I benefitted more from the meet up than anyone else. Thanks for the company, it's been sometime I've enjoyed myself or had a good laugh.. Thanks for the advices, on my job and life etc.. I roughly have an idea on how to move on from here.. I hope :p Thanks for the care and concern.. Thanks for singing with me all the therapeutical and nonsensical songs..
Love you guys heaps~Seriously, what more can I ask?
*I just need to accept that this is the reality, this is the ugly truth~
DayS of XY's LIFE.
6/12/2010 12:21:00 PM
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Memories~
As i'm walking pass the same route tt I've taken a few times.. Some memories flashed back.. E blur me.. Butterflies fluttering moments..coincidence or not.. i dunno.. but deep inside of me.. i was grinning.. Yet.. just images left now..
DayS of XY's LIFE.
6/08/2010 11:19:00 PM
Sunday, June 06, 2010
Numb or Dumb?
Just came back from a movie 'Prince of Persia', it was not too bad. With the UOB card entitlement, ye.. you can get movie tics at $8 on weekdays and $8.50 on weekends.. and coupled with the fact that you get to enjoy a great show for 2hrs, seriously what's there to mind??
Don't ask me why I came onto blogging again.. I just had this.. you noe.. 感觉.. which I commonly call it as 'Gam Kok' :p
I was reminded of a senario in the bible- Proverbs 26:11 (New King James Version) As a dog returns to his own vomit,So a fool repeats his folly.
I went to search online on why a dog eats its own vomit, I mean I don't remembering it as one of the delicious delicacies in the world.. ha. 1 of the website http://www.sarahsdogs.com/qa/why_do_dogs_eat_vomit.html mentioned that it's actually one of its habit.. that long long time ago, they will regurgitate the food to feed the young or to cover its track to hide from their enemies..
So, which means it's something that they have been doing for many years till a point, it became a habit and once they see poop, they will be like 'oh.. it's time to eat that again'... they just do it without thinking..
How true it is with human.. knowing that it's shit in front of us.. and it's damn obvious that it's shit and not chocolate ice-cream.. we still went ahead, tho we smell it, and then cautiously or most of the time, eat it without thinking.. and then when you fall sick, you're like.. hmmz.. wad did I exactly eat?
Sometimes I really feel like I'm in that situation, eating my own poop..(c'mon I mean literally).. fall sick..start to reflect why I did that, told myself.. no.. i shouldn't do that.. but when the poop is placed in front of me.. I do it again..-.-" why oh why.. I tot to myself.. and then it struck me.. I'm just a huge idiotic stubborn fool.. repeating this like nobody's business..
Am I just numb? To all what's happening... or am I just dumb? Hmmz.. I guess more of the latter..
I really think I'm not progressing like I should, I'm just going in circles.. My world recently has come to a halt.. I think I should come up with ways to get it moving again.. seriously..Job...Family..Everything ETC ETC
Lately there's this nice song that I stumbled online..This female singer (I dunno who) sang it quite well for a drama by Zai Zai and Zhao You Ting (Uprising male actor in Taiwan). I watched this show (Black & White)for only 1-2 episodes? Forgot why I stop, maybe I should continue again.. I used to think zai zai's acting isn't too bad.. Ha.
P.S. Youtubing became one of my hobbies, other than FB. Hope you enjoy this vid as I did =)
(oops.. sorry if the screen got cut off.. this is the smallest size I can get)
DayS of XY's LIFE.
6/06/2010 10:25:00 PM
Welcome
To my nonsensical world~~
Profile
Simple things in life make me happy.. Really :)
Loves
Stoning, good food, movies, shopping, hanging out with friends
Hates
No food, neverending work, aimless life..
Wishlist
A new MP3 **Mine can't dl songs anymore :(
Another trip to Taiwan/Hongkong
BKK/ Australia
Japan/ Korea/ Europe
