it's just a thin line, ain't it? and i always tot it's more than that.. apparently, i've been tryin to live in this disillusioned world tt I've always believed in..
looking at all these, I feel sad for myself :(
I need a helping hand... where is that knight in shining armour??
*2nd interview tmr.. *crosses fingers again.. *
DayS of XY's LIFE.
7/19/2010 09:58:00 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2010
my frens kept asking me how come i dun update my blog anymore.. thanks.. i dinno i had readers till recently.. haha
lately had been following the WC craze.. ye.. actually i dun watch soccer.. i just dun understand how interesting it can be with 11 players chasing after 1 ball.. even my mum understands the game better than me (under my dad's influence).. -.- but this time round, with a few teams i do support (like england.. germany etc).. it gets quite interesting after sometime.. ha..
anyway.. lately im thinking weird tots.. im afraid to feel happy.. afraid to feel tt everything's gng alright.. cos i noe it's just temporarily.. well.. beautiful things are short-lived, aint't it? youth..fireworks etc etc.. ha.. ok..im not feeling emo here.. jus tt, something i'm pondering over.. true.. there's other beautiful things like our inner beauty and all.. but frens.. you noe what i'm talking abt RITE? you noe who you are.. lol..
it's happening again.. but ye.. i shd be used to it hor? ya.. i expected it to come.. just tt im still trying to let it be part of my life.. but all my frens said.. i deserved something better.. i noe =)
i shdn't be trying the 'drug' again in the midst of 'cold turkey'..
but certain things are easier said than done.. =(
anyway.. interview tmr.. wish me luck *fingers crossed*
DayS of XY's LIFE.
7/11/2010 10:49:00 PM
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Simple things in life make me happy.. Really :)
Loves
Stoning, good food, movies, shopping, hanging out with friends
Hates
No food, neverending work, aimless life..
Wishlist
A new MP3 **Mine can't dl songs anymore :(
Another trip to Taiwan/Hongkong
BKK/ Australia
Japan/ Korea/ Europe