Sunday, August 29, 2010

I was reading this random blog.. she says look up to the sky.. the vastness of it and all.. somehow makes ur prob seems small.. hey.. life is more than staying glum and moping over it... ye.. I tot of God's creation.. and wondered.. surely.. life is more than just this?

I need a retail therapy soon.. I need a timeout session with my gals. I need a 'Me' time...I need to re-charge...

I guess we are just passerbys in this.. but how come this road seems unknowingly long? I can't see the end >< Not tt I'm being heartless, but tt I'm tired.. When I got on the car, I thought I knew where I was going, I thought this was what I wanted, tho there were doubts, hurts, happiness, great times, down times, emo times.. I still thought of persisting on.. But it's hard to go to ur preferred destination when the driver decides to change the route along the way.. shit.. I want to get off... STOP the car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't recognise the driver anymore.. Become a total stranger.. so distant.. so unfamiliar.. I nearly forgot what's the originality of the whole situation.. How is the person supposed to be?

Everything just seems to be so blur.. I'm just waiting for that day to come.. Is it gng to be easy? I really dunno...

Dun worry.. Im not being emo here.. Just penning down my tots that were for the past few mths.. :)

DayS of XY's LIFE.
8/29/2010 02:00:00 PM

lately.. im getting easily frustrated.. over tins tt.. perhaps dun really matter.. all i want is jus openess.. and not pretending everything is just fine.. im open to listen.. really..

are tins changing? or is it me? i guess it's both.. I hate the feelings of when im stayin the same.. but the rest of the factors are not..i dun even noe why it evolves.. why plant something tt you have no intention of growing and taking care of it? why let it grow to a baby plant and before roots come out, you just pull it away?

do u even noe?

DayS of XY's LIFE.
8/29/2010 03:06:00 AM