Thursday, December 30, 2010
Opening up this blog after sometime.. initially i was afraid what if someone reads all my 'personal & true' feelings.. how? how m i gng to face the world? *ok, enuff of self-tug war*
But then now, everything's kinda fine.. I've made the darest move in end 2010, being transparent as much as possible and baring every inch of my inner emotions to someone I tot I will never have.. Is it good or bad? Hmmz.. I really don't know, but at least like what my 7-sister says, 'rather say more than few years down, regretting not saying at all..' I will try to live by this motto, if applicable.. and as much as possible not looking back and move on from there..
Hmmmz.. year is coming to an end soon, in a nutshell, 2010 has been.. er.. heart wrecking for me and life-changing? haha..
1) I've 'loved', at least I tot I did, I've been hurt upside down, nothing can describe that agony and emo times that I've to go through..
2) Friendship (some) were rebuilt.. in a way or another..
3) Had a new job..
4) Went to Japan and Vietnam (2 new places that I've never been to before).. and before my seat is warmed, I've already planned 3 places to go next year =) Another jet-setting time..
5) My dad had problems in his legs, and had to use a walking stick now..
6) Had my craziest hair-cut which looks like a crazy rocker.. (this is soo going to be the last time, I've warned that stylist of mine)
7) became braver when I tot I wouldn't have able to come out of it
8) Going back to the Lord, or at least I'm trying, perhaps that's the greatest healing power for me =) Home is the best, ain't it?
I know I'm special, and that special someone will accept me for who I am.. at least I noe He has planned a future for me and that's for me to prosper... I'm gng to hold that so tightly till it comes to pass..
I don't know when's my next post.. Till then, adios 2010 and a special welcome to 2011!!
Signing off,
Xiuyi
DayS of XY's LIFE.
12/30/2010 04:56:00 PM
